Poetry

*My poetry comes from a place of honesty and vulnerability with the purpose of being an avenue of emotional expression and healing. I like to be very transparent. Some of my poems may include triggering or sexual content. I'll include an asterisk if it has sexual or what I think might be potentially triggering.

For Katie,

I always looked up to you

You were the coolest of the cool

You had the car

The hair

The clothes

and the music too.

 

I’ll never forget

The song that played

That one time you picked me up

For a weekend away.

 

“Drop your glasses, Shake your asses…somethin somethin

E.V.E. somethin somethin... Let me blow your mind”

We sang it loud,

and jammed like we were in front of a crowd.

 

You were my older cousin.

Were

That’s weird to say.

I really wish it wasn’t this way.

 

I barely knew you,

I thought we had time.

You invited me to visit,

I told you I would.

That I’d make the time

When I could.

 

Then one day

All that time went away.

Now you’re just a memory

From my yesterday.

 

So I sat down today

To write you a poem.

It took me some time

I didn’t know what to say.

 

We had so few moments.

I don’t have many stories to tell

No quick witted blurbs

Or comedic relief.

What I do have

Is what I have seen,

 

Katie,

You were a true queen,

A goddess devine

You were made of all things good

Love and light

Everything of that kind.

 

You cared deeply for everyone.

Wanting only the best.

This world was so much brighter with you in it

May your soul receive some much needed rest.

 

I’ll miss you, sweet cousin

All your love and light,

I can’t wait to see you

In our next life.